~simple song~

2006-10-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

that day when they were collecting the mock spa, i was suddenly struck with this funny thought. since electronic devices are not allowed in the exam hall, what happens if you're a robot like david in ai and you go to school like a normal person. then when exams come you have to go take it to get promoted or whatever, but you're not allowed in the exam hall! haha. i can't stand my randomness. how

2006-10-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

the impossible dreams i have... so weird. yesterday i dreamt that i was at someone's house before the econs paper, and we were all tired so we went to sleep. Then when i woke up it was all dark outside! Then i knew everyone was already taking the econs paper [at night -_-] and that i couldn't go and take it already cos i was late :(. promos are already over and i'm still being haunted by econs!

2006-10-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

eme don't be sad... must remember to always stare at the apple and smile! :). we always have next year :). sigh the only subject for which i met the target was math. 4 more marks for chem and 7 more for physics! and lots lots more for ki cos i screwed the essay up this time and didn't even bother asking what target was haha :p. moving target ok. more difficult to hit :p. and this target is like..

2006-10-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

i passed econs! the very first econs thing i pass just happens to be promos yay :). but somehow... i don't feel as happy as i thought i would if i ever passed econs... despite the way i always say i'll be happy just to get an e for econs... it's still an awful grade i suppose. and i thought if i didn't expect anything of myself i wouldn't be disappointed but... i don't know... maybe

2006-10-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

ee... the pw dept [er... or whatever they're called] bully us! :(. they just told us today that we had to do all the ppt materials by MONDAY -_-. people got things to do one ok hmph. so since surprise surprise all our schedules clash hahaha, melmel rng junhui and karen are coming and staying over to do pw tomorrow, then melmel and i will go for band prac on saturday morning, then there's rwinds

2006-10-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

ah ha... this week is going to be more interesting than i thought... yay :) today there was the meeting in the morning [it wasn't very interesting, but it helped fill the day up :)] then we went to watch prison break! though at first i was more interested in the dog than in the show cos i don't usually like these kind of shows and angel is just sooo cute!! but by around the second half i was

2006-10-02T12:19:00.000+08:00

ee :( physics was quite screwed :(. i was trying to do both carefully and quickly, which was quite. -_-. a failure :p. and i didn't even have time to finish the paper hahaha... i totally skipped the last part of section B cos there was no more time to do section C, and in the end i still didn't manage to finish section C OR B. :(. sigh. but, since promos are over, life just took a drastic turn

2006-09-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

argh i am so irritated!!! i can't believe i was so careless. the first question was some giveaway question and i actually got it wrong!! i forgot oxygen is O2 so i have to x2 :'( so loser :'( and i was thinking i could actually get at least a B for this paper :'( if i'm this careless the whole of the paper i can forget about passing :'(:'(. so much for yay i actually learnt how to do my papers

2006-09-26T13:33:00.000+08:00

SIGHH... i just successfully failed econs!! i mugged ok :( i tried :( but i just cannot do it... i don't ever know what i have to write when they put the essay question in front of me. when all of you were discussing what you had written after the paper, and what was important and had to go in, i realised i didn't include so many things i was supposed to :( and i couldn't even see why they were

2006-09-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

yay i have mugged! er. i have. *nods*. so proud of myself :). i've been so happy with myself these few days cos i actually mug, and when i get bored i play my brother's ps, and when my eyes get tired i continue mugging etcetc. so i work AND play and i'm happy :) cos i haven't been totally slacking and i haven't been totally slogging either. even though i've been getting bored a considerable bit

2006-09-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

the workshop was wonderful yay :). he is so extraly pro aahh i will be like that some day and i will be in his band too!! [that is, if he's still there when i finally get in :p]. he is so pro... he runs up and down and jumps all over the range of the clarinet and it's perfect... and his expression is like. indescribable. the way he interpreted the song was so nice... [er... or was it off some

2006-09-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

i was thinking and thinking about it on the bus on the way home. reflection and metacognition skills yeah :p. i am pw obsessed :/. anyway the bus even took ages to get me home i don't know why. to give me more time to think maybe. anyway i decided that i've been too uptight lately and i get stressed and agitated too easily nowadays. i can't believe i can panic and blank out because of that simple

2006-09-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha so horrid... react is tomorrow and i haven't practised the rg piece and i don't even KNOW the ri piece. go and sightread everything tomorrow yeah. i'll just screw everything up... even though sightreading is fun, playing all wrong notes is like -_-. and i hate my name :(. BOUGAINVILLEA?? and DOLLY?? i am so sick of people thinking i'm some cute little DOLLY thing. if i were a more violent

2006-09-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

sigh :'( react is in 2 days :'( and i'm already not sick :(. i don't want games... i'll pay whoever 50 bucks if i can not go for games :'( i'll do ANYTHING to not have to go for games :( so annoying :( i AM SO ANNOYED!!! argh. i'm even scary when i talk to people online so people don't even want to talk to me anymore hahaha. i hate games

2006-08-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

oh i haven't blogged for so long haha :p. i am so bored cos i'm stuck at home cos i fell sick trying to get home in the rain yesterday... all pw's fault :( i could have indived more waiting for the rain to stop but i had to do pw so i had to come home quickly :(. bad pw. and our group is so screwed sigh :(. i want to indiv NOW. but poor philyra is all alone in the varese cos i couldn't bring her

2006-07-30T20:24:00.001+08:00

yay :) i stayed up late, and stayed up late, and actually managed to finish all the homework ^^. just when the chem dept is bullying us and giving us all the chem foci and the tutorials and at the same time someone decides to add a darling math assignment to the math tutorial and there's physics tutorials to do... and everyone is lagging behind haha. these are the only times when i actually start

2006-07-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

happy syf anniversary :)

2006-07-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

so confusing...

2006-07-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

i am brave :) i can do it. haha :)

2006-07-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

the people who never fail to make me smile :) no matter how swollen my eyes were when i woke up in the morning. i will stop crying over one wilted flower, but enjoy the beauty of the rest of the garden instead. not one more tear.

2006-07-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

thanks jy ^^ you are my personal social advisor now :p... just what i always needed :p. but i suppose even magicians cannot perform all the magic tricks in the world. but thanks for trying. and sorry. every single one carefully crafted to go right through my heart. such fine workmanship. and you're right. you can scotchtape and superglue all you like, but it will never be the same again. far from

2006-06-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

oh no :( this is bad... i'm not happy about a single paper i took, and there's only 1 to go :/. my zuo wen had no content at all... sigh... and i was trying to write from the point of view of a 5 year old, so i won't get many language marks either :p. AND writing from the point of view of a 5 year old is bad, because econs was after that and i was writing like a 5 year old for econs as well -_-;.

2006-06-17T11:44:00.000+08:00

pooling is so fun!! yay :). so i survived yesterday haha. but i'm dying again now!! gahh holidays are so boring :(. i wish we would have band prac :(. or i should get a pool table haha. sigh i am so bored :(. they should split the hols up so we get longer weekends or something haha. go to school 3 days a week and stay at home the other 4 days :D. then the last four days of holiday can be split,

2006-06-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

sigh i don't want to do pw :(. i'm such a lazy pig. let me blog first :P. yay a tempo :). thanks to all the people who came :). and gave me flowers!! yay :). especially saint amanda ^^. and thanks everyone who smsed haha :). i'm so sad.. i only checked my phone when we were on the bus back and saw all the smses :P. but it's ok i got all the luck anyway though i didn't see it ^^. love all of you :

2006-06-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

when people said they were sorry i could always easily say it was ok because i never really got really really annoyed so it was really ok... but i get annoyed so easily now i don't know what's wrong with me i'm becoming such an unnice person :(. and i can't always say it's ok because i get really annoyed sometimes and i feel so mean not telling them it's ok but it's really not ok and i don't want

2006-06-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness all this band prac is killing me... i'm so tired.. and i thought band prac on alternate days from monday to friday was bad enough, until yesterday... i was so tired after indiving. when we were walking around i was like argh :/. and i'm dead now. band prac 2 days in a row is x.x. i slept when i got home yesterday and woke up for a while and went back to sleep again :P. and i still

2006-06-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

what did i do this time? i thought things were back to normal. and you blast ice at me again. won't this wall ever disappear? i think it only becomes visible or invisible, but is always there. if only it could keep the ice on your side and not let it get to me. i don't understand :(.

2006-05-29T19:15:00.000+08:00

ee :( i have a sore throat and a runny nose and i can't stop sneezing and i can't stop coughing >.<. and i can't talk i don't have a voice :(. i want to sing :( but there's no sound haha. this is annoying :(. i will sleep a lot. maybe if i sleep the whole day tomorrow i will be able to sing on wednesday :).

2006-05-15T18:32:00.000+08:00

never figured out what i was troubled about. i suppose it's just another of those times when everything seems so messed up and confusing and it seems like you have so much to do and nothing to do at the same time and something seems wrong but you don't know what it is. i tried walking home to unjumble myself up but it didn't work. but nothing a good bang on my piano won't cure :). channel all the

2006-04-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

ooh i survived yeah :P. i'm feeling weird... maybe i will turn mugger just for this weekend hm. it's friday night, you're not supposed to do work on a friday night, but i did math tutorial 4B all the way until question 11 ahaha. i didn't even notice... i just took it out to do for fun [ok... that's weird already :/], and i started watching perfect storm, then when the show was over i was like eh

2006-04-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

haha happiness :). i did physics tutorial 5!! (wow!) after slacking for so many days haha. but it's not my fault cos if i don't listen during lectures and i didn't even copy a single thing down [i could have copied even when i didn't listen right :/ but i don't know why i didn't bleah :P. ok i do know why i didn't copy i was lazy :P.] so my lecture notes are useless, i can't do my tutorial :$.

2006-04-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

i am happy :) this is the most productive weekend i've spent in a very long time yay :). yesterday there was band prac and sectionals, then i indived after that, and went home at about 4... that's 8 hours of playing O.o i don't know how i survived but i didn't really feel tired hm. then i only realised how hungry i was on my way home, and i was dying!! i never felt so hungry in my life. as in

2006-03-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

oh no. why is everyone leaving one by one :(. my heart will break ok :(. ok that's a bit exaggerated but i'm sad :(. i've grown so attached to the class, and i love it the way it is. even if just one person leaves something is missing :(:(. i hope no one else will leave :(. we didn't see a nice pink bag today boo :(. never mind the perfect pink bag will come to me one day :D. i am so tiredd...OH

2006-03-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

sigh i am bored :(. i am lazy and refuse to do any work, and in any case i'm too happy listening to my songs to bother getting up to get my work haha :). but then i just realised all the people i'm talking to set their status as either busy or away :/. i'm trying not to disturb them too much :P. boredd boreddd :(:(. BOREDDD!!! argh. ooh shaun just unbusied!! yay :)

2006-03-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

yayy :):). i love band prac :). i am happy :):). to just play... i really missed band prac... though i was stoned throughout the whole day and was dead before band prac, i came alive during prac!! the magic of band prac =). <3<3 and i can play louder now!! it's working :). i just need to continue improving like that and one day i will be as loud as him yayyay :):). i can do it :). happiness :)

2006-03-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

the physics tutorial 4 is the stupidest tutorial ever written... one would think that physicists [ooh i almost wrote physicians O.o] spend their whole lives trying to argue with horses [AFTER managing to get the horse to talk in the first place], bringing their weighing scales into lifts to make themselves appear to have multiple weights [so exciting ooh -_-;;] and rolling 2 balls into each other

2006-03-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

omg i am so happy... i feel so much lighter... i'm like practically floating out of my seat!! omgomg... that just shows how much it matters. how much it always mattered, how much it will always matter. oh my goodness i'm like dizzy. i don't think i can do physics tutorial anymore... think she will accept "i was too happy" for an excuse?" =). oh my goodness... =)=)i thought it would be difficult

2006-03-25T12:20:00.000+08:00

yay i am happy and satisfied :). i slept for SO LONG!! ^^. happy :). i went to sleep at 10 plus last night and i just woke up... almost 14 hours haha. such a pig :P. but i am a happy pig :).

2006-03-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

i failed chem :(. i should learn how to do stoichiometry faster... i always take at least twice the amount of time i'm actually supposed to take -_-. or, alternatively, they could give me more time haha right. i'm so terribly annoyed. i skipped q2 though i knew how to do it cos i spent too much time on q1 @.@. and even then i didn't have time to complete half the paper >.<.and i was rushing and

2006-03-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

sad :(. i need to go back in time. i want to start all over again

2006-03-18T18:31:00.000+08:00

yay :). such a weird layout sigh. and the keys move unnaturally :(. but at least it's something to do haha. i wasn't bored today! :)